Sunday, February 27, 2005

I hate getting sick...

I have been vegging out all day reading, sleeping, and I still feel like crap. I thought by resting that maybe I would fight it off...

My head hurts, I feel dizzy, and I have a bit of a cough...I am trying to decide whether I should stay home tommorow or not.

Ok so there is a crap part about my job. If I am getting sick, and I am contagious, if I go to work the kids could get sick and I would feel awful. But then I feel bad about missing work because it is an inconvience...

Then there is my whole conscious thing. I grew up with the work ethic that you go to work everyday unless you are dying or pretty close to it. The times that I have missed work I have been either puking, or the other stuff(you know what I am talking about...I just have a hard time saying it.)
Anyways I usually feel like a big sissy and I tell myself to just suck it up.

I know that something has been going around, Rebecca was sick and Evangel I think is fighting it off right now. I should stay home. One to rest and hopefully fight it away, but also to alleviate the potential guilt that will inevitably haunt me if I get Jake and Lily sick.