Sunday, January 09, 2005

AUGHGHGHGHGHGHGH

I just spent the last 30 minutes writing, Dan calls, I am opening up a new window, and I accidentally closed the window to what I was writing. I HATE it when that happens.

Andi-
If you read this, I got your message today, I am super busy, lost your email, and I will call you the week I get back from Hawaii, February 11th...unless it is about Mike then I will call back. Same goes to Mom unless there is an emergency. LOVE YOU!!!!!!

I feel like my brain and heart are on overload right now so I am playing the tortiose game. I am shutting off the outside world to focus on the world around me. School is harder this term, church processing crap, people are irritating me(Mcvickers' excluded), Jake is being kind of a PUNK, and I am trying to keep things simple. I am feeling a tad anxious about being gone for two weeks. I should have only gone for a week. I would not have this much anxiety if I were only going to be gone for one week of classes rather than two. It is FREAKIN' me out. I am trying to eat better...got the swimsuit in the mail...love the bottom, hate the top. I need a boob job.

I also need to go to sleep.