Thursday, January 20, 2005

I'm tired and I am hoping I do not wake up at...

3am again! I have been waking up in this panic for the last week. I am panicked that I am going to miss my alarm. It is awful and I hate it. To top it all of I have been having a series of dreams about Jeff M. that I would rather not have. In addition to that, I have been thinking about him tons because of the dreams. Needless to say, I am not sleeping well...at all.

These dreams have been weird and they all tie together. They all have to do with him having kids and being married. Maybe he is getting married or having kids...that would be weird. Last night was really weird. We were at really nice hotel, he was drunk and being aggressive, and I hid behind Trissa to protect me from him. Weird.

I dreamed of Jeremy again the other day. It was weird to. I am not sure why I am dreaming about both of them...it is odd.

I wish I could dream of someone neat...like...ok so I don't have any brilliant ideas off the cuff...Mark Ruffalo maybe.

posted by Kat @ 10:20 PM