I have been slacking off for the last week. I have been studying, sleeping, and watching T.V. I am not really sure why...I think because I have been obsessing alot lately. When I obsess I need to veg and do nothing.
This weekend I had aspirations of hard core studying, yet I did not. I watched three movies, read, and watch the AMA's. Mom you were right about that Gretchen Wilson song...yucky.
Despite my apathetic nature I have been getting alot accomplished inwardly. I have been processing through alot and feel like I am coming to some conclusions.
I found that I need to be more intentional with the people I spend time with..although a hard choice it was a good choice. I feel as if it will be the best decision that I have made in a long time.
On the other hand, in another relationship I realized it was worth the fight. True, I want to hurt this person more than I have ever wanted to hurt someone, but I now know that the only way out is through. God Bless Alanis Morsette and her music...it is the only thing that kept me sane these last couple of weeks. I am refering to her newest CD, the soulful one, not the evil bitchy ones of her past.
I was talking with Kevin and Becca last night and it was really hard. Good, but really hard. I know that I have spent the last year running away from my gifts, but it was nice to know that I have friends who love me whether I am running or staying. Eventually I will see that I need to stop, look back, and reassess.
Just an update...remember the mid-term I forgot about that I thought I bombed? I got a B.
Hmm..what else? Evangel and I skipped church on sunday and had yummy morrocan oatmeal at Old Wive's Tale. It was so fun...
I am back on dairy! I am sure it will not be for long, but I can eat more than three dairy product in a day! Sunday I had a glass of non-fat milk, milk in my oatmeal, cheese on my sandwich, and ice cream. I am so excited that I am able to eat dairy.
I will hopefully have something more interesting than my dairy intake later this week.
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
What is this blog for? Just what the title says...Thoughts on the journey. What journey you ask yourself? The journey toward freedom,the journey toward Jesus, the journey to McMenamin's for a beer ...who knows what trials and tales each day will bring....stay tuned for more!
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