Brief fleeting thought....
I thought today about maybe after my nanny contract is up, going to Africa for a couple of months, come back, start school part-time, and finish being Jake and Lily's nanny until they don't need me anymore.Just a thought...
I am not liking the idea of them having to find a new nanny when they already have me. Part of me feels blessed to be apart of their lives at this young age, and I wonder if I would be missing out if I left so soon. I think it would be easier to part with them knowing they didn't need me anymore rather than me choosing to leave.
If I were to go to school part time next year I would have free time to volunteer which would be nice, then I could start at PSU f/t in fall 2006, I would have more work to do at PSU, but I will have my volunteer experience on my resume.
I really hate the feeling that I don't have time for people. I knew in the beginning that was going to suck, I just didn't know how much.
I guess it comes down to what I prioritize and I am seeing in hindsight that I care more about people than I do a degree. Although a degree WILL help in the future.
I am sick of constantly thinking about this crap...
Thank God I am going on vacation next week...
posted by Kat @ 1:22 PM
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