Taking a moment to embrace the emotion
Today a person that I am not in relationship with anymore called to apologize. Since ending this friendship I have felt a great sense of assuredness, that I indeed did the right thing. However, the way that I handled the phone conversation surprised me. I never imagined the person would call, and I never imagined that I would say what I said.The reality is that I am quite content now that this person is not in my life. At one point I thought the world would come to an end and that I could not live without this person, but now I see those were all illusory thoughts of my romantic imagination. I can and am indeed happy. Happier than I thought I could be. I have moved on.
So why does it hurt so much right now? I felt great all of these weeks and now? I feel like crap. Probably because the person sounded vunerable and I am listening to the Garden State Soundtrack.
posted by Kat @ 5:45 PM
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