So not the plan
I have been trying to write an analysis on Allan Bloom's,"The Closing of the American Mind and what my views are in regard to ethical relativism and I cannot focus.Carter and I went out again last weekend with some of the friends and had an "interesting" time. The friends that we went out with were a couple that decided to break up that weekend. Needless to say, it was weird, but he was great about it. Thus far, he has been great. He is fun, interesting, kind, and it feels so natural to be with him.
In all dating situations, I am highly skeptical and very analytical. I am VERY particular, as you should be since this is a person you may invite to be apart of your life for a season or forever. I am having a great time getting to know him and feel as if I am being completely wooed. Completely. He is really sweet. He says such thoughtful things. Right now...I think he is amazing. We have only known each other a little over a week and I am VERY overwhelmed because this did not fit into my plan. At all. Like could not be further from it.
I was just beginning to be content with the idea of being single for a long time(at least until grad school). Now I am contemplating whether or not the idea of being in a relationship is a good idea. I am busy. I do not want to quit school. I don't know what I am supposed to do. I am afraid that if I don't give it a chance though I might miss out on something really good. But I feel like I cannot focus on the things I am supposed to be doing.
Like the paper that I have avoided while writing this blog.
posted by Kat @ 8:19 PM
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